im in love~~

hihi, dh 3 bulan x post pape.
too lazy + too preoccupied with other things that are more important, i.e. tgk dramas and series la weyh. haha

ni nk post pon x tahu nk ckp ape, saye boring orangnye.

oh oh, dh ade hobi baru okeyh, memancing.
gile setiap minggu g mancing kn, smpai mimpi2 doh.

sekarang sedang revision period, a.k.a cuti untuk melepak sebelum finals.
x study hapa lg. haha
C.A.M dh la cam haprak. jatoh la pointer sem ni.
dengan confidentnye aku berkata.

oh, lecturer saya, name die Ataullah Bogdan Kopansky, GILE COOL NAK MAMPOS!!
aritu, last day of class, die cakap camni: "as my gift to u all on this "merdeka day", ill give u all 9/10 marks each."
isnt that cool??!!
no exams, no tests, no quizzes, no nothing, and we got 9 marks out of ten.
dah la class pon gile best, tgk movies je.
x dek lecture yang membosankan langsung.
bukan cam martin tuh. menci aku.

my preparation for finals u might ask?
haha, same like always, x study sampai esoknye nak exam.
its working for all of my exams, alhamdulillah syukur pada Allah.

pastu, terima kasih kepada cik jannah yang comel, saya ade satu variety show korea namenye Family Outing.
BEST GILE and LAWAK GILE SAMPAI BOLEH TERBABAS KETE ANDA!!
serious best.
bile dpt je cite tu, bilik d4.2 mahalah saffiyah tu penuh dengan gelak ketawa yang sampai nak pengsan punye.
the best show ive ever watched.
kalah boys over flower ke, gossip girl ke, my girl ke, kalah sume. seriously in love with this show.

Family Outing, Starring (from left): Yoon Jongshin (singer), Park Yejin (actress), Lee Chunhee (actor/model)- my fav, Kim Sooro (actor), Yoo Jaesuk (comedian), Lee Hyori (singer) and Kang Daesung (singer BIG BANG!!!)


saya sedang mabuk cinta,
nak pegi jumpe kekasih hati lah.
bye.



=D ~peace out~

what could be the title of this post, i wonder.

as i go through my facebook,
my blog,
others' blogs,
there's one thing, no no, two things that came across my mind.

it is so funny how friends will seek you and remember you when they need help with something, or in pain, or sad;
and even funnier when they leave you out or forget about you when it is time for suka suka.
these two facts are so funny, i laugh my head off until tears came out like rain and my breath became short and i think if i laugh for another 2 minutes, I'll die of suffocation. *its not like that actually, its a metaphor*

and another thing i realized.
having to lose a best friend is painful than having to lose a boyfriend.
to lose a boyfriend, may it takes time, but u will get over it.
to lose a best friend in the other hand, takes a lifetime to get over.

i am frustrated till at some point, i think that there's no good in having best friends.
when they do something frustrating, u will get hurt like a thousand knife came through your back.

and you know what?
its fun when you have friends to share something with, and stick by your side through good times;
it is still fun when you have friends that cannot stick through sad times with you, but they still concern about you;
it is still fun when you have friends that remember you even when they are apart from you;
but it is NOT FUN AT ALL when you have friends that claimed to love you bla bla bla crap but leave you out in every suka suka times.

im a burden, i know.
i dont mind it, at all.
but still, some considerations needed.

i know that this post might make some people like
"oh, she is too emotional"
but here is the thing, have you ever seen me being emotional?
i have never ever jadi moody ke, tetibe nak marah ke, x penah rasenye.
i never have a diary to write to,
i can write this shit in a piece of paper, and then tore it apart, but thats it.
so, i write here so that it will never be deleted until the world of computers get infected by some viruses that delete all my posts.
so i will remember this all the time.

for those who might get terasa or whatever,
im not being emotional, im not mad, im not annoyed, im just frustrated.
and ill be normal as soon as i finish with this.
ill write "im out" at the end of this post,
and ill be syira again.
the cheerful one.

so, thats it.

oh oh,
aku dh ade cite series yg dh bape lame x download. muahahaha.
gile byk nk tgk kn,
research x start lg nih. haisyh.
literature pon belum di"review" lg.
byk sgt keje.
pastu genting lg,
perak lg,
bz..bz..
good though, it will take my mind off of unnecessary things.

thats it.
till then,

im out. =D

result oh result.

waaaa~~~

esok result kuar...!!!!
cuak ke?
haha.

x cuak pon, cume nti mls nk kene dengar bebelan mak ngn abah membahan...
haaaaaaaa~~~

new moon, im over the moon. :)

just watched new moon,
and it is FREAKIN AWESOME!!!

better than twilight, though byk dr buku x masok.
and its understandable, kalu nk msok sume dlm buku, maunye 8 jam cite tuh.
and sape x bace bukunye, susah nak faham kot,
so read the book and watch the damn movie, coz its sooo worth it!!

better than a christmas carol i just watched.
and and jacob's body,
and quil's and paul's and sam's..
ohmy, ohmy,
sepanjang movie x pki baju,
gile cuci mata kan.
haha.

TEAM JACOB, ALWAYS. :)

*until u read "midnight sun" la kan,
and u will switched team, i promise u.
and and bile la midnight sun nk kuar??
lama dh den menunggu ni.
haisyh.


kudos to the director, and thank you abah kerana telah menabur tenaga jari untuk mendownload ntok saya.

:)

goals

its been a while.
during semester haritu bolehla buat alasan kunun bz x leh nk update,
bile dh cuti ni bru tau yang sebenonye mls nk menaip, padahal byk cite gak nk kasik tau.

arini nk ckp psl my goals in life la.
sejak kecik, dr tadika lg, cikgu slalu tanye,
"beso nti nk jadi apa?"
and then i answered jawapan pling koman,
"nurse" or "cikgu" or "polis?"
haha
tp satu pon antara profession tersebut saya x minat.

bila dh meningkat dewasa, bru start nak ada goals dlm hidup supaya at least x ter-astray from the right path la kan.
maklumla, skang ni dh macam2 jenis org ade, mcm2 influence.

so, berbalik pada goals.
ni list goals saya, insyaAllah akan dicapai.
list ni saya buat dh lame, so ada yang dh tercapai la kn..

1. become a pilot (ni cita2 masa form 2 x silap. tgk langkawi punya mende ntah yg annual tu, yang ade aerobatik show tu kn, ade minah saleh sorg ni pilotnye, tros nk jadi pilot, tp x boleh dh, sebab x amek science)

2. nak masok university, then melanjutkan pelajaran ke at least degree level. (ni dh nk tercapai, lg 2 thun, insyaAllah..)

3. nak kawin (memandangkan lelaki byk yg x leh percaya, maybe x dapek kot. tp x taula, kalu berjodoh. haha)

4. nak jadi doctor (ni bru punye cite2. dengan lambakan medical-based series kn, cam greys anatomy, house, royal pains, tros rasa cam nk jadi doctor. tgkla camne abis study ni kot2 bleh buat medicine plak ke..)

5. nak bukak a bookstore. (ni cita2 dh bape lame dh ni. bookstore ni jual buku, tp cm library gak, cume x leh pinjam, leh baca je. ntok memastikan budak2 x merayau mcm org x dek masa depan.)

6. nak mini cooper/Volkswagen beetle satu. (nk yg lama punye, baru aku x nak)

7. to adopt an orangutan. (ni bru gak ah. aku ni agak la environmentalist, so nk adopt la satu org utan sebab mereka SANGAT cute).

8. nak beli rumah dlm cite full house. (ni cite2 yang agak x logik la kan, tp kalu dh kaya, sume boleh jd. haha)

9. nk ade title "dr." kt name. (x kesahla phd ke, m.d. ke, janji dr. kn sedap kalu nama aku camni: "Dr. Siti Nur Syahirah Abd Aziz". walaweyh, x boleh blah doh. haha)

10. nak menang nobel prize. (ni memng dr dulu punye cite2. nk menang nobel prize yg peace punye. dh ah dpt sejuta lg. kayo...kayo...)

11. nak buat skydiving, or paragliding, any type of sports yg require kite terbang la.

12. nak buat bungee jumping at least skali seumur hidop.

13. nak blaja boxing. (x tau nape, boxing mcm hot la.)

14. nak kuruskan badan. (on the way punye goals ni. tp x penahnye yg nak exercise. haha)

tu je kot buat mase ni. tp disebabkn otak yg sentiasa berputar, setiap hari ade goals bru.
cam arini, aku blom bgn lg bapaku dh call, cakap camni:
abah: "tido lg ek?"
aku: "mana ada" (tp suara mamai x bleh blah)
abah: "main game la ni"
aku: "mana ada bah, whats up?"
abah: "teka abah dh ade ape, awk memng nk sgt mende ni"
aku: "rapidshare" (gile mengharapkn rapidshare dh ade, byk dload yg terbantut nih)
abah: "bukan....awk nk sgt tgk ni"
aku: "NEW MOON??!!!"
abah: "muahahaha(gelak evil). a ah. dh ade nih. lg 3 min siap ah"
aku: "gile best!!!! cepat balik bah"
abah: "eh, ade lg satu, awk memng nk tgk lg satu ni"
aku: "x dek lain dh bah, tu je"
abah: "ok2, hint. korea"
aku: "NINJA ASSASSIN???!!!!!"
abah: "muahahaha (sekali lg gelak evil, siap bg aku denga sore rain"
aku pon dengan garangnye la, ABAH CEPAT BALIK! ORG NK TGK..........!!!!!

jap g balik la si botak keding tuh.
so goal aku rini nk tgk new moon ngn ninja assassin tuh!!
haha
x yh g gsc. tp kalu best, apelah salahnye kn... haha

oh oh, america's next top model dh abis, nicole menang!! weehuuu!!!
survivor pon x tgk lg.
himym, oth, gg, house, greys, sume x dek.
pc abang adi cm bangkai, menci aku x leh nk dload.
hmmph.

dh la.

*sory pjg gila babas post kali ni, lepas ni insyaAllah 2 bulan x post ape2. haha

*exam mode*

exam mode ke?
bile member2 denga aku nk turn on aku nye exam mode, dorg musti ckp: i quote
"syira? exam mode? x dek maknenye.." end quote.

haha
memng btol pon.
aku x akan turn on my exam mode till the last minute.
i know this is bad, u shouldnt study until the last minute, DO NOT FOLLOW ME.

tp ni memng cara aku study.
i admit i have this one advantage of memorizing things in a short time,
tp hafal cpt, cpt gak lupe balik.
so, x leh la nk study awal2. nti lupe sume.

and, continuous assessment marks dh keluar.
x dek fail pon, alhamdulillah.
x tahu la final nti. penin la mls gile nk study.
ade plak presentation leadership bodo tuh!!
mls tol la aku!
mls nk menghafal skrip, mls nk reka skrip, english dh la cm hampeh.
stress aku.

neway, people.
to those who are about to start your finals, and also to those who are already started the finals,
i wish u guys the very best of luck!!

i need a good luck too!!!
haisyh.
:)

just an update

this is just an update.

nothing interesting happened for the last few weeks.

just me and my ordinarily boring life.

oh oh, i broke up with someone,

boys are...no words. im clueless.

and guess what?

im not even frustrated.

its kinda relief la..

and i got this major crush on someone.

and he..well, x kn aku dapek punye la.

and and oh, my favourite tv series dh start balik.

happy happy.

walaupon final dh nk menjengah,

aku tetap dengn series2 tersebut.

seperti:

1. americas next top model cycle 13, petite model - GO NICOLE!!

2. survivor 19, samoa - russell is a jackass!!

3. gossip girl season 3 - yay for blair and chuck

4. house md season 6 - house has always been my crush. :)

5. one tree hill season 7 - mane sam??

6. 90210 season 2 - kakak naomi is a major bitch.

7. how i met ur mother season 5 - barney and robin...hmmmm

8. leverage season 2 - dh abis dh. nyampah

9. 10 things i hate about u season 1 - cool series, tp dh abis gak

10. one piece, naruto shipuuden seperti biase.

nila sebab sebab nye kenape aku dh lame x update this blog and how i spend my holidays and free times and late submission of assgnmnts and coming late to classes sebab mlm2 aku jd burung hantu. :)

*sy ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada abah yg sanggup meluangkan masa dan tenaga jari untuk mendownload ape2 cite yang saya mahu.

dan terima kasih juga diucapkan kepada abg din kampung ayam yg sudi memberi account rapidshare nye kepada abah yg membawa kepada kejayaan abah mendownload untuk saya.

saya puas hati dan sgt gembira. :)

jap jap, lupe nk bg tau, aku dh potong rambot.

like super short tp cute like always. haha

nanti sy uploadkan gambar gambarnya ya..

(and this stupid blog x leh nk enter. bace jela cam esei ek)